Don’t kill yourself, please.
Falling asleep every night being scared that you won’t achieve anything in life.
"Whenever we learn something about Islam, it’s a gift from Allah! But we only know that it’s a gift, if we clothe it with action.
So ask yourself a question:
How much of the knowledge that Allah has given me, do I act upon? Do I want to be from the praised few or from the dispraised majority?"